I love my job, but I won't be jabbed
I love my job, but I won't be jabbed
The anonymous account of a care worker.
This is a guest post from an anonymous CQC care worker.
I work with adults with learning disabilities. I love my job, but I won't be jabbed.
There’s a misapprehension that it’s only people who work in care homes for the elderly who are affected, but anyone registered with the Care Quality Commission has to be vaccinated.
I hadn’t had a day off for five years when I got Covid in March last year. I was very poorly. I haven’t had flu before, but I think it must be like that.
I’ve had two antibodies tests, and they are still strong 19 months later. Why do I need the vaccine? My body is doing what it should be doing.
When the news hit, I wasn't alone in not wanting the jab. Disciplinary meetings were the order of the day. The company had to demonstrate that they were taking the matter seriously, to offer support and ‘evidence’ to the 'vaccine hesitant’ in the hope that they may be persuaded to participate, and essentially to give us our marching orders.
I made the choice to apply for the medical exemption. I wrote what I hoped was a compelling case about how my mental health has suffered. Last year, in the midst of the mayhem of repeated lockdowns and release, I began to have a breakdown. I’ve been so miserable about the prospect of life becoming this endless march of lockdowns, masks, the threat of jabs, that I simply couldn't face it. Knowing that I have already had Covid, I find the pressure of having to be vaccinated an unbearable madness. It has felt like psychological torture.
I had to wait three agonising weeks to hear back from my doctor. The receptionist called and told me I have no medical grounds for exemption. My heart fell into my boots. I applied for the exemption because, ultimately, I love what I do. I love the people we support. I give everything imaginable to my job, because I truly want to make a real and lasting difference to our residents’ lives.
My manager and I have both cried over this in our meetings. The disciplinary process is nearly at an end and, as I don’t have a medical exemption, I will lose my job.
One of my residents has capacity to understand what’s happening but I haven’t told her because she will be gutted. The others will probably not understand what has happened and why, but I won’t be here to care for them.
The other staff where I work have had the vaccine now because they don’t want to lose their job. Two of them had quite nasty adverse effects, which was a bitter pill for them to swallow. One had quite a serious effect and it was reported using the Yellow Card scheme. Another couldn’t get her head off the pillow for three days, she felt really unwell and had a migraine. But none of them wanted the jab, they all felt forced.
In our industry about 10% of staff are declining the vaccine. The care industry is decimated. It is hard to recruit and retain staff, and now it will be even more short-staffed. This is going to affect the care that we deliver. This is not putting the people first. I feel furious about it. Honestly, I feel a red mist when I think about it. The most vulnerable people in society, the ones we are supposed to be protecting, the ones we locked down for, are going to suffer. It will be even harder to help them lead full and meaningful lives as a result.
Even though I have had Covid, I don’t think anyone should be forced to have the vaccine. I think it is about punishing people who are making a choice, because it’s not a sensible public health decision. We have kept everyone safe in our care home.
Right now I feel completely politically homeless. Politicians seem power-crazed now. I have no faith in any of them. The opposition have no backbone and no alternatives.
The government has no concern for me as a human. I feel like I am being treated like a dirty peasant. The politicians have no time for people like me.
I’m terrified of losing my job, but I’m terrified about what is happening in the world. I look at Austria and Germany and worry that could come here. It’s wrong to force people. We have to have freedom to decide what to do with our bodies.
I’ll never be vaccinated now. I don’t need it, but my resolve has increased because of the government trying to force me. I know I am on the right side of history, without a doubt.
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It’s actively dangerous to vaccinate a person known to be already immune to the protein used in a vaccine.
In this case, we aren’t using conventional, protein-based agents. Usually this takes the form of the pathogen itself, grown in culture, then killed by heating or by adding a chemical which breaks up the protein. This format of vaccine has a century-long record of protecting people from infection by that pathogen as well as to prevent clinical illness. It’s the base case that they usually attenuate if not halt transmission. Finally, with rare exceptions, they’re generally very safe. So they should be. In fact, MUST be. Why? Because the contract is this: a perfectly healthy person shows up at the clinic. They get vaccinated. They leave in the same good health & will remain so.
There is no situation in which it’s acceptable even for a minority to be injured, crippled or killed by a vaccine.
Like I said, on rare occasion, and we don’t understand why, a conventional vaccine turns out to have adverse effects (AEs). In 2009, a rushed vaccine against swine flu was determined to have killed a few dozen people & injured thousands (the most-noted, serious AE was narcolepsy, in which some people can slide into a form of sleep, without warning. The most infamous case was in Sweden, where hundreds of children were permanently damaged in this way. Compensation has been paid, iirc by the U.K. government.
Importantly, the vaccine was withdrawn.
It’s worth knowing that most countries simply simply couldn’t find the strain of influenza in question.
Though most people don’t know it, the whole event was faked by the pharmaceutical industry & well-placed academics. PCR testing, deliberately used badly, coupled with implausibly dire projections of a wave of deaths (from a notoriously unreliable modeller) & a corrupt WHO, orchestrating the criminal enterprise.
In all probability, tech companies have modified how browser searches no longer find much information about this fraud.
Some of you will recall Jon Snow of UK’s Channel 4 News interviewing a German physician, Dr Wolfgang Wodarg. Wodarg was a public health Doctor in a northern town in Germany. He was also a minor politician, having bern elected as our equivalent of an MP. As there were so few technically qualified people in Parliament, he became the leader of a medical subcommittee & ultimately of an EU liaison group. So it happened that Wolfgang, once he realised that it was a fraud, was able quickly to network & to build alliances, including within the EU & WHO. Eventually, those protecting the perpetrators realised they were discovered (eg the Channel 4 News interview) & declared the pandemic to be at an end. Billions in unused vaccines & ineffective antivirals were lost. No sanctions were placed upon the medical academics in China, who faked the number of sick & dead victims of Influenza-like illness. Nor on European academics who developed untrustworthy PCR tests Nor even on the pharmaceutical companies or their fellow conspirators in public offices responsible for negotiating contracts activated by WHO declaring a Pandemic and a “Public Health Emergency of International Concern” (PHEIC: pronounced “fake”).
In brief, far fewer people died, even “with Swine Flu”, than the Imperial College modellers warned about.
Additionally, it turned out that the PCR test as specified was mostly finding false positives. The effect of this was the so-called “second wave” was retrospectively named as an example of a “PCR false positive pseudo epidemic”.
This has happened before, on more than one occasion, one of which is so stark that those who dismiss all of these facts as conspiracy theories still insist it’s impossible to fake pandemic.
The most notorious example of a genuine pseudo epidemic was of whooping cough. There was an apparent outbreak of hundreds of staff & patients at a hospital in north east USA. After weeks of panic, the final damaging explanation was that all the tests were performed in one PCR lab & there was invisible contamination of the laboratory bench.
NOT A SINGLE REAL CASE of whooping cough was identified by bacterial culture of clinical specimens. Furthermore, none of the apparently sick children or staff member was found to have circulating antibodies.
I believe that this was an honest mistake & all participants genuinely believed that the biggest outbreak of whooping cough had happened.
I recall being struck, upon first reading about this event, that it might well have been the inspiration for the covid19 fraud.
The novel technology, gene-based “vaccines” are nothing like conventional vaccines. I’m certain that the very design of them, all causing expression of spike protein, is the central & shared design flaw, and thus has led to hundreds of thousands of deaths, dominated by disorders of clotting & bleeding.
If a person who is immune to SARS-CoV-2 virus is then vaccinated, their risks of serious AEs & even death is greatly increased. No responsible doctor recommends this. We know for certain that this is true. It’s obvious & inevitable. Yet JCVI recommends vaccination even if recovered from the virus. You should have zero doubt that they know full well how dangerous this is.
Ps: don’t batter me about the existential question about the virus. I wouldn’t be at all surprised to learn that it doesn’t exist. While in casual conversation, it’s explicable that it actually doesn’t matter, in that our governments are anyway LYING TO US ABOUT MANY THINGS IMPACTING OUR HEALTH. But declaring the virus doesn’t exist & expecting to persuade the public to say “oh, thank you for letting me know. Let’s get back to normal” is simply naive.
If, like me, you don’t care right now what historic frauds have been committed & are only interested in showing to the public how many ways we’re being lied to, so halting the crime, you wouldn’t focus only on the existential question. In saying all this, something is leaving it’s mark on the immune systems of those apparently infected. Antibodies are found which weren’t there in the past. Many have circulating T-cells which respond to synthetic peptides made to match the officially lodged sequence of SARS-CoV-2. So sure, it’s entirely possible that this specific virus exists only inside a computer. But don’t forget: “absence of evidence is not evidence of absence”.
Thank you, Laura, for giving voice to this brave care worker and her gut-wrenching experience of authoritarian discrimination. This is both enraging and heartbreaking. It saddens me every time I think about how the people with the most integrity, awareness, knowledge, skill, talent, and passion are the ones being purged while the cowardly and complicit remain—and, ultimately, this will have a horrendous impact on public health, the supposed “reason” for this murderous mandate.